three words are tiny pebbles tossed into the light of a moon on crooked water. I cannot say your name now without remembering black smoke like lead in your veins. They tell me you found God all I see are phantoms.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ SHINE ON YOU CRAZY DIAMOND So, I've been listening to this every morning when I wake up and every evening at sunset. At first, as soon as I heard the first four notes, I would put my head down on my desk and sob and sob and sob but now, I am finding some joy in it. The music is helping me to remember happy times. Music is like that.
I am posting at my wordpress blog of late I seem to be having some problems with blogger and though I have contacted them multiple times they have not gotten back to me about the problem. So.... ASPIRITOFSIMPLICITY.WORDPRESS.COM/BLOG/ is where I'm at.
My beautiful step-daughter Ashley she died on Sunday from a drug related overdose She was 22 Her father and I divorced in 2011 and I hadn't seen her since that time But my love for her never wavered I am overwhelmed with sadness to think that she will never walk this earth again she was kind full of fun loved life loved to be active skateboarding rollerblading biking playing hockey indoor socker basketball snowboarding softball entertaining her friends and family she was the first to call out and get the whole group swimming out to the dock or playing a game of manhunt (hide and seek) playing a game of basketball she was smart and intelligent she made me laugh she made me cry the drugs do not define her her life defines her i will always have a hole in my heart where she once was How much tragedy has to happen before we split wide open? won't you come with me and see the beauty of