Showing posts from March, 2016

Three words

three words are tiny pebbles tossed into the light of a moon on crooked water. I cannot say your name now without remembering black smoke like lead in your veins. They tell me you found God all I see are phantoms.

8 March

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So, I've been listening to this every morning when I wake up
and every evening at sunset.
At first, as soon as I heard the first four notes, 
I would put my head down on my desk
and sob and sob and sob
but now, I am finding some joy in it.
The music is helping me to remember happy times.
Music is like that.

Tuesday Afternoon

Tuesday Afternoon
this week because blogger has been giving me problems.

7 March

I have posted today at wordpress
because I still haven't been able to understand the problem at blogger
Here is the link:
I have posted here today because my blogger account seems to be misdirecting folks


2 March

I am posting at my wordpress blog of late
I seem to be having some problems with blogger
and though I have contacted them multiple times
they have not gotten back to me about the problem.
is where I'm at.


My beautiful step-daughter Ashley
she died on Sunday from a drug related overdose
She was 22
Her father and I divorced in 2011 and I hadn't seen her since that time
But my love for her never wavered
I am overwhelmed with sadness to think that she will never walk this earth again
she was kind full of fun loved life loved to be active skateboarding rollerblading biking playing  hockey indoor socker basketball snowboarding softball entertaining her friends and family
she was the first to call out and get the whole group swimming out to the dock or playing a game of manhunt (hide and seek) playing a game of basketball she was smart and intelligent
she made me laugh she made me cry
the drugs do not define her her life defines her
i will always have a hole in my heart  where she once was 
How much tragedy has to happen before we split wide open?

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